Indecision Regarding My Projects and Websites- A Clearer Focus

Indecision is one of those things you just cannot get a handle on. One second you want one thing, another second, another thing. It eats at you and grabs at you and you don’t know which way to go. This is something that has been bothering me a lot recently, or in the past. Back and forth, one way and another. This is the way it has been for my moods too. One mood one second, another mood, another second. Maybe there is something to that.

Anyhow, I am deciding things now. I am deciding what to cut out and what to keep. What to leave and what to stay. For so long, I have wanted to move out of my house and have been unable to gather the strength and courage to do it, and now I have decided to stay, at least until I can fix this place up enough to have left my mark in some positive way. In some ways, I want to get help and run for the hills of joy and music, but that is not the way it has been going. I am trying to sort things out and get into a better frame of mind and place of being. I am trying to get my thinking and my doing in line and get my emotions and my vibrations in line too. I want to make my life have meaning and mean something to the world.

How do I do that? I haven’t decided yet, but I have decided to make choices and make the things that matter stick. For so long, my art and my internet life have been all over the place, going from one subject to another and one project to another. One site to another. I have decided to focus my art on my angel projects and my abstract paintings and leave my internet focus on this site, (the blog you are reading), and my new site- abstractsandangels.com .. That is it for the time being.

timebushdesigns.com and timebushzazzleblog.wordpress.com and all of the other sites I have contributed to will fall to the wind for now.

I will tie up some loose ends in some of my other oracle deck projects as well as some of my zazzle shop selling, but for now, that is all that there is to my  existing. I think that is enough for now. It helps to have a focus, and it helps to know what you are doing. I hope that’ll be what happens. I will also be on facebook and pinterest from time to time, so if you are interested in that, feel free to ‘like’ or what have you. Twitter updates are automatic for now. I have to socialize somehow.

Thanks for reading and watching.

Tim.